weddingggg bells

I have been toooo busy these days preparing for one of my closest friend's wedding. she is sooo young and marrying already too soon. i am happy for her :). but i will not even think of marrying yet, i need to enjoy my life first.. like a butterfly flying freely...

i am helping her making the envelopes for the card.. she choose a very pinky card.. they are getting the cards printed from bangkok. it's so sweet. but the envelope making is so much fun.... all the friends of ours from aminaya are back together..

there's still a lot of things to do... like choosing a wedding cake.. already she has chosen the wedding dress... a very prettty white dresss she looks like julia roberts in it.. all of us are wearing pink, all the boys blue... J is helping them paint the background they stand infront of in the party... j is sometimes very gooddd.... thats why i love him... i dunno if i would marry him or not.... now i have to go and make an appointment with shery to start looking prettyier than her for the wedding lol...

i'm sooooooo off

i'm very upset and feeling very down. no one cares about me at all or gives me any attention. and always when i have problems there is no one to talk with. i hate this. it makes me so mad. even J is not spending time with me and says he is too busy with work these days... varah foohi vey.... i even really badly wanted to go and check out the belly rings at escape shop,,, but it seem like i have to go all by myself...i'm going crazy sitting at home looking at the walls....i am mad....i think i'm going to go for a walk all by myself, just walking the streets of male'. no one would even notice me... i am a nothing.......

butterfly on my belly!!!!!!!

ta daaaaaa.............i got my belly button pierced!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've always like them, but i was always too afraid to get it dun..... but i came across this totally adorable pink gem-studded butterfly and i just had to have it....and the only way was to get myself pierced....a nice frend did it 4 me with a needle..thanks shaxu you are the best!!!! i just have a plain ring right now, but in a few months i can change it.....can't wait!!!!!!
my belly button is really tiny..and its sorta half in n half out...from a metre away it looks like an innie..but its not that deep.....i've read on the internet that sometimes the ring just falls off by itself!!....hoping that doesnt happen....ugh....now wondering on how to clean it......anywayzzzz it hurts like hell and feels abit sore.. my mom loved it, but i wont tell daddy about this, he'll kill me if he finds out.... but it looks lurrrvlyyyy so i'm grining....

night out

tonight i went shopping with my best friend. she showed me a very pretty dress in cinderella, which i wanted to buy immediately. it was cool. If you've ever seen me wearing something that makes you think "hey that looks good on her" it likely came from my best friend. as i was about to buy the dress i saw another with the same design. aaarggg it makes me sick to see others wearing what i wear.i did not buy it, instead went to pizzeria for a coffee. it was cool until it started to rain!!! aargg it seems like this is my unlucky night out. varah foohivey... i cant seem to enjoy this. but it was cool in a way, my best friend and i had a good time talking about fashion.

butterfly crazeee

i guess you guyz and galz must be wondering about my luv for butterflies....well i just lurrrve butterflies, they are just so cute: crazy colored butterflies · delightful butterflies · simple butterflies · small fluttering butterflies · sparkling bright butterflies. the way they fly from flower to flower sucking nectar. hmmm, how i wish i was one of them and i can only dream.
my previous obsession was with sunflowers. i had sunflower everything!!! bedsheets, mug, loads of t-shirts, curtains, hair clips, you name it and i had a sunflower one of that.
j says i have a compulsive nature. i dunno.... think he's right? *snicker*
i wish i had some butterfly jewelery from here or there.

it's a lovely day

ahhhhhh.... finally i am able to set this blog up :)